Be Grateful!

I don't want this to come off as cruel, but I can't listen to Mom's complain about their kids. Hearing about Mother's that think something is "annoying" or thinking that their kids flat head due to positioning is the WORST thing in the world and so sad drives me crazy... I want to scream to these Mothers, and Fathers, "you don't know what real worry is!" or "how can you be annoyed with your baby, at least your baby is here with you!" I want to tell people about my sweet angel

Initial Feelings, Guilt, "Why Me?"

So my initial feelings are all over the place, some may say "normal" grief, but this is the first time in my life dealing with anything that comes even close to this, so I have no idea what to expect. The fact that I haven't dealt with anything like this until this point in my life (I am now 28 years old) makes me think maybe it was my time. Maybe everyone has a tragic story and this is mine. I remember my close friend once saying to me when they were struggling that I wouldn